I want to smash some one's face in.
Do you ever just read something from someone you care about and want to smack them so hard that reality will settle back into them? Like, here - let me help you wake your stupid ass up - because obviously they can't do that on their own. Fuck.
True, everyone is different and we learn in different ways and understand things in different matters because, damn it, we're unique. Unique does not make you stupid. Stupid is not paying attention. Stupid is cutting yourself off because you're too scared to be vulnerable or deal with the reactions. Yes, we can ALL be stupid at some point, or several points, in our lives. But would it really fucking hurt to think about the consequences of those actions first and then move in whatever direction you're tempted to/should go into?
Some days...are better than others. Some days...I want to sing with the happiness in my heart...and some days...I just want to go home.
And where the fuck is home? Well, it doesn't feel like it's here. It's got to be somewhere out in the world.
Your post makes it sounds as though someone was spying on me and writing about my life.
ReplyDelete:) Maybe we're all spying on each other and living double lives in some twisted multi-dimensional way.
DeleteOh, yes. Frequently. Only, sometimes I want to do it to myself, too. Or sometimes I see in someone else's face that they want to do it to me... only sometimes I really want to do it right back at them...
ReplyDeleteO.o
Weird, but true. >.<
"And where the fuck is home?" - Oh, boy. That plucked some major heartstrings. Yeppers. It sure did. I'd toast to finding home...and sooner rather than later, too.
That was quite round-robin-type of smashing :) LOL
DeleteI do have a tendency to fantasize about stuff like this though, for example:
Once, a long long time ago, I was in this meeting with my boss at the time (let's call him PantyWaste) and he had me explain, for 15 minutes straight, about how customers on one line (of a 2 line graph) were NOT on the other line of said 2 line graph. *15 minutes* I had visions of his head exploding, blood and brain matter hitting the wall behind him. It took me 4 hours to calm down enough I didn't want to kill passing strangers.
I hear you. Agreed, sooner would be better than later. I just hope to find it and stay there...
Oh, gods. I can think of so many examples for that kind of thing. With trying to explain stuff. Simple, simple stuff. That people overcomplicate for NO GOOD REASON! It's like they're doing in on purpose! Maybe they want to get their faces smashed in. I worry about the future of our world with such "stellar" management out there... *Double face-palm*
ReplyDeleteAlso, I just noticed that I keep hitting the wrong reply button and starting a whole new comment thread. Speaking of thick... *Ahem*
DeleteLMAO, no big deal - too funny :)
DeleteYes, working in Corporate you will see many of those examples on an almost daily basis.
DeleteI have never understood, how a college educated person (granted, I don't personally agree that a college degree makes you smarter - it just gives you a very expensive piece of paper) could be so stupid. Yes, I think you're onto something about management. I miss my Dilbert calendar!