So this lovely freezing cold rain morning is just a tad bit annoying. Minus the weather, I put my book and kindle down by my laptop when I hear a thunk. Huh, who knew there was just enough space right there for my poor kindle to slide down and fall behind my work desk. My work desk that is against another partition and extremely bloody heavy. Hmmmm. Then I realized if I could scoot my kindle, somehow, across the space between the desk and wall towards the right (my desk is this huge ass corner unit with wings) there is more than enough room for me to get it then. The issue being is that it doesn't want to seem to move. Bloody hell. And it's really fucking dusty down there. I will need to find some kind of instrument strong enough to flip the bitch enough to move it over. Good times.
So, as I was catching to some of the blogs I follow, I was reading one that I joined recently. I don't think I had realized exactly how bitter the person is. I had started following because I had seem some article on Huffington Post and she was quite blunt and straight forward, things I like, and went to her blog and read some of the posts briefly, decided to check it out more later and added it to my list. Ummm. Damn, she is not optimistic. At all. And as I read her most recent post yesterday and every ones comments and it wasn't soooo bad. Then I started checking out some of the tabs and see what else her blog was about and yada yada yada. Ahem, anyways so I saw a phrase and it triggered emotions that I was not expecting and totally threw my whole previously good mood for a emotional roller coaster of hurt, pain and doubt. FML. And of course, this is in the afternoon and then I have to go home, deal with dinner, the kid whining and just was in a super bad funk. Bad Bad Badaboom. So, after dinner I went outside and just read while I smoked. (BTW, am almost now finished with another book, so review soon) and read and read some more. Then I went inside, read for a little while longer. The husband woke up (he was smart and went to bed earlier) and I finished my chapter, took a shower and went to bed. And could not sleep. See, those emotions were still riled. The shower had helped a lot (why - why do I think better under water???) and I was able to figure out some stuff. Like not reading that particular lady's blog anymore, because it's not helping just hurting. The husband can be a very intuitive and smart man. He was sorta groggily awake and asked what was wrong. I'm all - go back to sleep - which seemed to have the opposite effect on the man, because then he was all determined to be awake and get to the bottom of whatever it was that was bugging me. Which is quite honestly, a very good thing. So. We talked and worked out the issues and kept talking. And well, then things went a little x-rated and I don't need to share those details :)
So, bad funk mood gone, not happy blogging lady gone. Another book almost done and yummy sex. Overall, not a bad way to end the night.
In other news...
Well, shit I am not sure if I really have more news today. I'm thinking...no construction yet today. Mostly caught up on everything except a few emails.
I just realized that I should have rated the books from my Amazon list that I deleted yesterday, prior to deleting the list. UGH. Which means I will be re-creating that list and then doing so and then wondering why my brain farted at me. Or not. Maybe I will just check out the Amazon recommendations and slowly back fill those 300 books that way. Thank the sweet gods I had updated Goodreads already!!
AND I just was able to fish my Kindle Fire from the wall. I went to the other side of the partition and there was enough room on the bottom for me to slide my finger to the Kindle and push it far enough that I could reach under my desk to get it. Whew. Now I just need to wash my hands.
Ok, time for work. After a short thought nap.
And yes, there is a still a freezing rain going outside. Lovely wet Wednesday.