I have thoughts that I know I want to write, but I am having such a hard time just doing that...
I keep fluctuating between a broad range of emotions and I want to smack them around and say get in order. Alas, they tend not to listen.
But we're already dividing things up between us, which is hard and yet also not. Somethings I really have no problem letting go. It can be nice to get something new, without having old memories attached to it. All the same, I wish life had picked a different forked path to follow. But, it is what it is. We don't hate each other, though I will say there are moments I just want to scream or wake up. However, I keep focusing on the future and making sure I stick to the positive. Sometimes I have to chant the good things inside my head. I guess it's like counting to 10 when you're frustrated.
I hope to sell off some of the crystals and whatnot from when I had my business. I will post them on here, facebook and craigs list and see what happens.
This weekend we went to the eye dr, because I had noticed that while driving at night, the signs were hard to read. And the dr was able to confirm, yep I need a new prescription. I am now wearing contacts though. I am also getting my lenses in my frames done as well, because even though these are those nifty new 30 day extended wear contacts, my poor little eyes will need to breathe on the weekends probably.
But let me just say, I love waking up and being able to see. I love not having a frame around my vision too. I love that I can read the signs again while driving. What a fucking difference. Also, no more steaming up my glasses when cooking, or everything being fuzzy when taking a shower or bath. It's sooo nice. I think I will have to re-think how I wear my eyeliner, but that's certainly not the end of the world, especially compared to seeing.
I have several reviews to write, at some point in the coming week or weekend I will get that done :)